Thursday, October 30, 2008

The key is to surprise the world....

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

one reason

It is the end of October and I wasnt the slightest bit surprised to be scraping the frost off my car on a daily basis. Snow is now covering the ground in the mornings. Its going to be like this until April. Cold. White. Cold. sigh.
It certainly makes me wish I was in Cali, or Brazil... heck anywhere that doesnt get the copius amounts of snow that Waterloo gets.
Someday. One day.

Monday, October 27, 2008

its kinda funny...

New interest and new feelings are just as complicated as old.
I wish that I could just be there with you. Helping you.
Encouraging you.
But Im here, doing as the Lord asks of me.
Till he is done with me, I will be here.
Someday. One day. I will come.
I wish that this could be easy. That the phone was your hand.
That your words could be heard and touched.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

H

No words need to be spoken aloud.
I know your voice.
.
You make me feel safe.
Loved.
.
You are my past.
My hurt.
.
Always forgiven.
Never forgotten.
.
Birds of Paradise.
Chapstick and blankets.
It rained today, I thought of you.
.
.kips.jinx.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Strange thoughts

This occured a few weeks ago, it was a saturday and I was on my break at work when I saw the comics... to my surprise the first thought I had was that it has been months if not years since the last time I read the saturday comics. What once was a weekly routine as a child and teen had now become non-existant. I began to read them and just began to turn the first page when someone called for me and I had to put the paper down. It has now been over three weeks later and I still have yet to read the saturday comics. How has my life become so busy?! Im 20, I shouldnt have to be this busy!

Another strange thought that same day... let me explain how it took place...
I was leaning on the 'reach in fridge' preparing my heart for the lunch rush, when I hear a faint "beeeep beeeeep" and a chit pop up reading:

IN:28
Reg. Latte
Cocca

So with that I promptly grab the correct ingredience and within 120seconds a regular latte with cocca is on a plate and heading towards a customer. The strange thought came as Sally delievered the Latte to a lady with rediculous looking glasses, that I take orders from a machine. No matter what that machine say to do, I do it, and I do it fast and effectivly... it says 4 pom-a-berry... I make 4... it says three strawberry caramel slash waffle--sub strawberry with apple and no whipped cream, but only on two... THAT is what I will make. I myself have become a machine, simple doing the tasks my fellow machine orders me to do.