baludu

pain of disbelief
confusion
and respect
rotting pit inside

no glourious mountain
or raging sea
can speak solace

insomnia creeps
depression edges

Family

wishing i was home
missing my loud and insane family
wanting to wake up without the occean
new family grows by the day
but nothing with satisfy like blood

wonder

nervous of the feelings that i am creating

excited by their meaning

intimidated of the future

elated by the possibility of forever

run

where.
east or west.
how.
car or plane.
when.
now or never.

the potential is grand.
but fear overrides.

bear tooth necklace

like no time had passed.
aboundance of water under our bridge.
changed hearts.
matured minds.
one day to fall for you again.
no answers.
just questions.
time and God´s provision will tell this tale.
of friendship.
and of love.

adventure awaits.

recovery

realised my potential in love.
understand my ability for regrowth.
cell by cell.
each neutron regaining strength and purpose.

vital organs restored
the one with all the strings running to and from it-
this organ has started its recovery process.

desire

upwind from the flame
wanting nothing more
chilled

the press of your body
warmth from your lips
your attention

might be the only feeling
the one thing i desire